didnt hear from you for quite a long time

i just talked to p1 yesterday

feel like  that we should really do something that can change our bad behaviors these days

please tell me everything of you

i feel a bit heart broken here

are u still coming this july?

i didnt succeed in finding an internship here

but i will still try more

i feel so lost recently

tears are drying

mais je te tiens en courant si tu m'appelles

plein de chose ennuyantes ici

bisou

this week has been busy

cos i went to 2 défilés did the dresser's work

which i never did before

of course,with all the curiosity 

i enjoyed myself so much there

first one was a designer from st.petersburg

for a contemporary designer ,what she did is already not bad

mostly her inspiration is from the human and the animal,interesting subject always.

second one is a mark from taiwan,called shiazy chen

compared to the first show i 've seen,i was a little bit down

since this collection presents always the same thing as what a chinese designer should show

nevertheless,i got my really first experience 

i should tell you guys that the russian designer's fashion show was taken at MUSÉE DU LOUVRE.

and the second one was at somewhere called a BEAUX-ARTS school.

maybe i saw some bling-bling people but i didnt recognize them.

finally,i should find an internship at summer,for sales of course.so far that's my goal at short-term,and please tell me yours.take care

peace

well,since you strongly suggested
i wrote somthing about this one week trip in China
i dunno how to describe
all that i can say is just
when u grow up,you see things differently
or u just cant use a pure hurt to feel things
the so called passion thing becomes a troublesome
i think of a saying in french
Ni souris,ni larmes
that's exactly what my situation is

btw,heyhey,you know its not
who 's that guy?well ,he seems can open your so so lonely heart.
tell me asap

peace

dedicated to leader

dont have much to say

just leave some words here for u to see my plans

and a decadence life here

hope everything goes well with your great journey

cheers up ,both of us