well,since you strongly suggested
i wrote somthing about this one week trip in China
i dunno how to describe
all that i can say is just
when u grow up,you see things differently
or u just cant use a pure hurt to feel things
the so called passion thing becomes a troublesome
i think of a saying in french
Ni souris,ni larmes
that's exactly what my situation is

btw,heyhey,you know its not
who 's that guy?well ,he seems can open your so so lonely heart.
tell me asap

peace